Half Full?

I always feel like quitting, and not finishing what I started.

I'm not that brave to get what I want. Maybe I need a motivator, someone who strongly believes in me that sky is the limit.

SOMEONE... 

I have no real friends, none of them is worthy of my huge secret. Because this secret is killing me, it's not that heavy or immoral but still, I can't just everyone about it.

Sure Future?

I'm not really sure of my future. I'm on a path that seems pointless, I can't see myself in this... aah this is making me depressed again.

That's why I gotta be someone, I know what I want but people are making me feel guilty and regret, pushing me down. I want to break free from these responsibilities and be me, looking back... I awe everyone. They have me by the heart, making me confused of who I want to be... we are expecting that I will fail, I don't know if I have the courage to start. I'm already feeling the invisible pressure.

If I fail. All of my time, their money and support will be gone. 

I just can't live alone.

What if I get a part time job to pay my education?

What if I...?

Disappointment to you?

Island Hopping

Last March 22

I and my friends went to Guimaras but before we leave that afternoon we called for a reservation to the Raymen Beach Resort in Alubihod Guimaras.

This is our tickets to Guimaras (14 pesos each person)

We decided to try the Island Hopping, it was worth 400 pesos an hour and adds 150 pesos if it extends.

I was so excited as I get on the boat.

We stopped on a island... can't remember what it was called. 

it's so cute.

It was my first time to see a real turtle and even touch it. 

It was heavy though, I didn't even attempted to carry it up.

the view of Guimaras from the boat

The view of the Raymen Beach Resort

Of course I'll come back to Guimaras but next time I'll bring those little bottles for me to collect sands from each island when we will do the island hopping again.

Read Online Comics

 
click the picture to read it online

L-DK Manga

 Summary:

From Which Scanlations: L-DK shows us a lone stroy between Shuusei Kugayama and Aoi Nishimori. Shuusei Kugayama is the "prince" of his high school, but he always turns down confessions--including one from Aoi Nishimori's best friend. Although she initially hates him for this, when Shuusei moves in next door to Aoi, who lives alone, she starts thinking that he might not be such a bad guy after all.

My Comment: I've read half it, now I'm hooked! amazing drawing and great story. There's ups and downs but there's some parts that you'd laugh sometimes they are unexpected in a good way.

Every Story

Is it normal to lose interest and change my mind?

I think I have 40% creativity, that’s why I can’t finish writing a single novel.

I know the plot, the characters, and the senarios but I can’t make up the words to start it, the dialogs and the way it should be writen are my problems. I don’t want to be a awful writer, maybe these school and real life is in the way. I can begin and end it but I can’t really do the details or the body of the story. I have lots of ideas, it’s pure fiction so I’m not expecting people to understand my novel.

Crying Caramels

Crying Caramels: 

Thin Roses

Like Your So Special

Time has past.
You can't bring it back like a snap of a finger.
The moments gone,
like making a new one makes it more special, no it doesn't.

I have nothing and others have all special and everything.
I know we have empty spaces and some half full
At least someone feels worthy and loved.
I just want to feel... not pretending.

I'm trying to say it.
make you feel how empty I am now.
Begging you to care even a little bit
and tell me I'm Special.