Half Full?

I always feel like quitting, and not finishing what I started.

I'm not that brave to get what I want. Maybe I need a motivator, someone who strongly believes in me that sky is the limit.

SOMEONE... 

I have no real friends, none of them is worthy of my huge secret. Because this secret is killing me, it's not that heavy or immoral but still, I can't just everyone about it.

Sure Future?

I'm not really sure of my future. I'm on a path that seems pointless, I can't see myself in this... aah this is making me depressed again.

That's why I gotta be someone, I know what I want but people are making me feel guilty and regret, pushing me down. I want to break free from these responsibilities and be me, looking back... I awe everyone. They have me by the heart, making me confused of who I want to be... we are expecting that I will fail, I don't know if I have the courage to start. I'm already feeling the invisible pressure.

If I fail. All of my time, their money and support will be gone. 

I just can't live alone.

What if I get a part time job to pay my education?

What if I...?

Disappointment to you?

Island Hopping

Last March 22

I and my friends went to Guimaras but before we leave that afternoon we called for a reservation to the Raymen Beach Resort in Alubihod Guimaras.

This is our tickets to Guimaras (14 pesos each person)

We decided to try the Island Hopping, it was worth 400 pesos an hour and adds 150 pesos if it extends.

I was so excited as I get on the boat.

We stopped on a island... can't remember what it was called. 

it's so cute.

It was my first time to see a real turtle and even touch it. 

It was heavy though, I didn't even attempted to carry it up.

the view of Guimaras from the boat

The view of the Raymen Beach Resort

Of course I'll come back to Guimaras but next time I'll bring those little bottles for me to collect sands from each island when we will do the island hopping again.

Read Online Comics

 
click the picture to read it online

L-DK Manga

 Summary:

From Which Scanlations: L-DK shows us a lone stroy between Shuusei Kugayama and Aoi Nishimori. Shuusei Kugayama is the "prince" of his high school, but he always turns down confessions--including one from Aoi Nishimori's best friend. Although she initially hates him for this, when Shuusei moves in next door to Aoi, who lives alone, she starts thinking that he might not be such a bad guy after all.

My Comment: I've read half it, now I'm hooked! amazing drawing and great story. There's ups and downs but there's some parts that you'd laugh sometimes they are unexpected in a good way.

Every Story

Is it normal to lose interest and change my mind?

I think I have 40% creativity, that’s why I can’t finish writing a single novel.

I know the plot, the characters, and the senarios but I can’t make up the words to start it, the dialogs and the way it should be writen are my problems. I don’t want to be a awful writer, maybe these school and real life is in the way. I can begin and end it but I can’t really do the details or the body of the story. I have lots of ideas, it’s pure fiction so I’m not expecting people to understand my novel.

Crying Caramels

Crying Caramels: 

Thin Roses

Like Your So Special

Time has past.
You can't bring it back like a snap of a finger.
The moments gone,
like making a new one makes it more special, no it doesn't.

I have nothing and others have all special and everything.
I know we have empty spaces and some half full
At least someone feels worthy and loved.
I just want to feel... not pretending.

I'm trying to say it.
make you feel how empty I am now.
Begging you to care even a little bit
and tell me I'm Special.

Are You A Believer?

If I am asked by that question I always say... what do you mean?

Believer of:

• God

• Love

Does it really exist or is it just a short term emotions.

• Life

Every Life is important.

• Beauty

Everyone is Beautiful.

• People

People have good hearts.

I can never answer any of those questions, not on my own. Maybe If I start to question everything, some people may hate me though I'm still not used hated by people. 

ASK...

How can I be myself if even I don't believe that I can shine?

What to do?

Restaurant Hopping

It was a culminating activity at Smallville... we went to: 

Before serving the Cheese

Where I bought cakes and chocolates.

I forgot, and the last... the coffee break.

It's not only about the food, but it's also the service and the amazing restaurants.

Now, I know where I'm going to eat next time.

Dancing Lights

I and the disco ball :-)

 I think I was the only one who's in the mood to dance that night... I even invited my fellow dorm mates to have this PARTY but they were busy or just too shy. 

The Disco ball is so awesome.

 This is so amazing, I will make this my night light.

This disco ball is so useful I can dance all night and every night.

Pencil Madness

In the middle of EVERYTHING...

TITLE:   Positive to Math

TITLE: After Crime

TITLE: Red Hair Dancing

TITLE: Ultimate Five

TITLE:  Unknown

TITLE: Uniform to the Wild

Always HAPPY

Be positive.

• If you lost your cellphone. Ask your friend for help to call your cellphone so that you can find it, follow the sound of it.

Trust me, I've lost my cellphone a lot of times... it works.

• If your angry at someone. Just be quiet before you can hurt their feelings and just eat your favorite chocolate bar.

I apologize to my elder sister... hehehe. 

• If you can't pass your subject. Get a tutor ex. your smartest friend. 

or enroll for summer class.

• If your depressed. Write on your journal or talk to your closest friend for advice.

I've been writing journals since I was in high school.

• If your feeling alone. Listen to music or read your favorite book... or invite your friends over.

I've done all three. Party AT my HOuse!!! lol seriously, not today.

Gud LucK: BORROWED ANGELS

Borrowed Angels - So you think you can Sing Contest

Uploaded by TheCharmedbabe

link to the video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SWW3S-OGlFU

This is the entry of Charmin to Kristin Chenoweth's contest called So you think You can Sing. I wish her the BEst BEsT of luck that Charmin wins!!! 

The video is soulful and inspiring, after I watched this video that I really understand the meaning of the song. 

CHARMIN'S BLOG:

http://charminjoy.blogspot.com/

Her 1st Cake

Happy birthday to my friend/Dorm mate!!

I know her as a bubbly, lovable, 

selfless and smart person.

 I hope she'll never change but only change for the better. 

This is her first cake even though she's now 20 years old.

I'm so glad we had the party... I'm so full, eating baked mac and cake.

Thank you for being my friend, you deserve everything that is good.

Puzzle Battle

GAME ON!!!!

It took me 19 minutes to finish the Tom and Jerry puzzle with help, my coz finished hers around 11 minutes.

My Cousin won!!!

Congrats to her!!! 

When I'm bored

I draw... 

for example: